read all about it! scratch that. me, not it.

so hey there bloggers. sorry about the absence, i have no excuse so yeah...haha.

umm i took care of all that stolen wallet mess pretty much. made a police report, got my money put back into my account, new DL, can't replace most of the other stuff tho. i'm still bitter about that. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

so there has been much time spent with smavid and yeah. some things happened. no, not those things. more like"growing experience" things.
"i like you david"
"i thought so, but i'm not sure how i feel about you right now"
"okay, ummm i feel really stupid and embarrassed and vulnerable right now"
"no, hey i'm glad you brought this up. it needed to be talked about"
"i don't want this to make our friendship awkward"
"it won't be"
"lets hang out later"
"okay"
so we did and everything's fine. i think i realized that beings friends with him is actually better than like, dating him. oh jeeze i feel like such a girl right now. lol. it's still kinda hard to be around him because i'm still attracted to him of course, but now there's not so much tension inside of me. like everytime i would see him i would get all nervous and uncomfortable cause i was like 'does he like me, omg, i want him to like me'. no more of that now...for the most part : )

my dad and andy filled out the application for my loan for school. now we play the waiting game. lol.

that's what i can think of right now. vat else do you vant to know? ask me if you dare ; )